Poetry - The Escape Route

Is this what life is all about? Ups & downs all throughout, A smile followed by a frown, In those tears, the face drown, The moments of anger & distrust, Causing your emotions to form rust, The heart stops beating for once, Drowns under your arrogance, The moments of darkness in your mind, The absence of one & all kind, The invisible tears of the clown, Who makes fun to clear all frowns, The next day morning bright & shine, Ready to shape new thoughts of mine, Ready to bring new ups & downs, Ready to start all new rounds, The rounds of love & hate within, The conception of one's sin, The mutual flash of raising doubt, Is this what life is all about?

26th Oct completely changed my life, No more in search of that suicidal knife, My days have lit up brighter than ever, Something I thought would happen never She became my sun in the day, Made me warmer than I can say, She is my blanket in the night, She loves me more, maybe she's right, I'm her Mickey & She's my Minnie Mouse,  Can't wait for her to lit up my house,  I love my Ipshi So Much,  There's nothing which can be compared as such,  The Sexy bellydancer & the Hot footballer,  The Best couple in the world without any spoiler,  She will always be my stoopid mouse,  I'll give her the cheese ring & make her my spouse  We'll always keep fighting about loving more,  Till the time our throats go all soar, The only way to have us cured,  Is to breath each others breathe to which we're lured  Our Love for each other will always stand tall,  We live for each other ...

My life is incomplete without you, Your smile is what helps me go through, Ipshitaa I've etched your name in my heart, Staying without you, it's way beyond being hard, Your eyes make me forget all pain, How my heart melts is not what I can explain, That laugh could make me do anything, For me girl, you're everything, So here I am letting my feelings known, I loved you, I love you still, & No matter what happens, I always will I Love You more than these words can explain.. :* Ps. I wrote this on 9th November 2010 but I wanted to post it up today. Happy Four Months Ipshitaa! I've enjoyed each and every moment of the 123 days we've spent together! :*

I think about you 24-by-seven, When I'm with you it feels like heaven, I know you also feel the same, And in my heart I've etched your name, I look into your pretty eyes & say, That you're my days bright ray, You're my night's twinkling star, And I don't want us to ever be far, I will be by your side in your every stride, Helping you out in tackling every tide Will never forget the day we met, All the tears of joy we've shed, All the happy moments I've spent with you, All I wanna explain is how much I Love You!

I don't feel like writing right now, Just don't feel good somehow, Old memories haunting my mind, Hurt by people to whom I was always kind Being good tends to take you nowhere, Life to me has never been fair, Tried to be pulled back at every stage, I'm searching for a channel to release my rage Yet all I can do is write my heart out, Stand alone as no one can hear me shout, My soul's pretty much hanging around the edge, Everything around looks beautiful from this 4th floor ledge The bottle of vodka in my hand, Pouring into me like the hourglass sand, So should I jump or should I not? Is the dilemma in which my mind's caught

We just met few days ago, Got quite close, you wouldn't let me go, We started talking after your poke, It all started with that joke You opened your heart in front of me, How hurt you were I could see, The similar problems we went through, I advised you what I myself couldn't do I know I was right, but not strong enough, What all I said, even for me t'was tough, But I tried nonetheless, To get outta that mess I guess now I'm free, Even you need to get rid of that loving spree, You need to understand his sign, How can we forget "Porcupine You're Mine", So Ipshi Wipshi Tipshi Toe, It's high time, I make you smile More, more and more! P s. 3rd October 2010 - My First ever poem written for Ipshita! Then my best friend and now my Girlfriend!! ^_^ I Love You Ipshitaa!! :*

It's so much fun rhyming with you! The poet rises from hurt palms But that's okay he's gonna work charms I am no poet that I can tell But writing makes me feel so well But that's ok if your soul's too hurt You can throw it in the dirt And rise Rise to the Meaning of life. But what if you've been stabbed with a knife, Hurt so much you cant stand at times, Your soul's lost somwhere in the maze, Will you still be the same? If yes I'm amazed! You'll be the same In a different way You'll just have a better meaning To define the way of life! Yeah right, Like the meaning just comes down to one, Life's a game which you've never won, So fuck it till you die, But yeah don't let it make you cry! Life brings what words can't describe Doesn't mean you deny How you feel is all I know 'Cause believe it or not life's Just a show. If Life's a show, I...

It's moving deep in my head, Everything they had once said, Getting up after every fall, Never did we slow down at all, & thats when I learnt to 'Move on' But then, My dreams have been shattered, In all the fights I've been battered, All the tasks we all face, Instil in us that life is a race, We all sit here waiting for miracles, Our mind roaming around in circles There is so much hidden behind the smile, Something no one will be able to find, The tears behind the joyful face, You just cannot understand my case, Failure is something I haven't learnt, Wish my soul in hell be burnt, I really wanna cry my heart out, Wish someone could hear my inner shout, But then that's not the way I have been taught, It's not the way I should have thought, Always been taught to be strong, To oppose everything we feel is wrong...

I still remember the first class of 11th Grade, When on the board all figures were displayed, I asked myself "Is that what I really liked?" That's the moment when that thought striked I always knew I had a way with numbers, This time around I had to deal with ledgers, We started off with the basic terms, And learnt a bit about Accounts & Firms It's not that confusing as people think, Certainly not that boring to make you sink, To the contrary, I loved the journal concept, My mind found it easy to recept, It's just an extension of being organised, With a financial twist, that's what I've realized From the Journal entry to the Ledger posting, It gets easy in a while, and I'm not boasting, Trial balance is where comes the harder part, As long as you've been correct, Nothing can keep you and your tallied balance apart We learnt about the fundamentals and partnerships, Admission & Retirement is where your mind would ...

(Yeah...Enough with the chase It's time to take my life back) Too late for the otherside Calling off the chase 'Cuz it's the end of our ride It's time to express my feelings, I'm gonna put together all my dealings, I don't think she understands how I've always felt, How she's always made my heart melt, Never acted well, all she did was make me pay, I'm down & out now, though I wanted to stay, Look at how I dress, Go to school a fucking mess, Always in a rush to get back to you, All I ever think about is you, Tried to give you nothing less than perfectness, But all I'm rewarded is with this, Ignorance, helplessness, Imma filled with such lifelessness, But no matter what you do, You'll never be off my list, There's a special place for you, In my heart I've kept...(but it's) Too late for the otherside Calling off the chase 'Cuz its the end of our ride Try to keep...