Poetry - The Escape Route

I think about you 24-by-seven, When I'm with you it feels like heaven, I know you also feel the same, And in my heart I've etched your name, I look into your pretty eyes & say, That you're my days bright ray, You're my night's twinkling star, And I don't want us to ever be far, I will be by your side in your every stride, Helping you out in tackling every tide Will never forget the day we met, All the tears of joy we've shed, All the happy moments I've spent with you, All I wanna explain is how much I Love You!

I don't feel like writing right now, Just don't feel good somehow, Old memories haunting my mind, Hurt by people to whom I was always kind Being good tends to take you nowhere, Life to me has never been fair, Tried to be pulled back at every stage, I'm searching for a channel to release my rage Yet all I can do is write my heart out, Stand alone as no one can hear me shout, My soul's pretty much hanging around the edge, Everything around looks beautiful from this 4th floor ledge The bottle of vodka in my hand, Pouring into me like the hourglass sand, So should I jump or should I not? Is the dilemma in which my mind's caught

We just met few days ago, Got quite close, you wouldn't let me go, We started talking after your poke, It all started with that joke You opened your heart in front of me, How hurt you were I could see, The similar problems we went through, I advised you what I myself couldn't do I know I was right, but not strong enough, What all I said, even for me t'was tough, But I tried nonetheless, To get outta that mess I guess now I'm free, Even you need to get rid of that loving spree, You need to understand his sign, How can we forget "Porcupine You're Mine", So Ipshi Wipshi Tipshi Toe, It's high time, I make you smile More, more and more! P s. 3rd October 2010 - My First ever poem written for Ipshita! Then my best friend and now my Girlfriend!! ^_^ I Love You Ipshitaa!! :*

It's so much fun rhyming with you! The poet rises from hurt palms But that's okay he's gonna work charms I am no poet that I can tell But writing makes me feel so well But that's ok if your soul's too hurt You can throw it in the dirt And rise Rise to the Meaning of life. But what if you've been stabbed with a knife, Hurt so much you cant stand at times, Your soul's lost somwhere in the maze, Will you still be the same? If yes I'm amazed! You'll be the same In a different way You'll just have a better meaning To define the way of life! Yeah right, Like the meaning just comes down to one, Life's a game which you've never won, So fuck it till you die, But yeah don't let it make you cry! Life brings what words can't describe Doesn't mean you deny How you feel is all I know 'Cause believe it or not life's Just a show. If Life's a show, I...

It's moving deep in my head, Everything they had once said, Getting up after every fall, Never did we slow down at all, & thats when I learnt to 'Move on' But then, My dreams have been shattered, In all the fights I've been battered, All the tasks we all face, Instil in us that life is a race, We all sit here waiting for miracles, Our mind roaming around in circles There is so much hidden behind the smile, Something no one will be able to find, The tears behind the joyful face, You just cannot understand my case, Failure is something I haven't learnt, Wish my soul in hell be burnt, I really wanna cry my heart out, Wish someone could hear my inner shout, But then that's not the way I have been taught, It's not the way I should have thought, Always been taught to be strong, To oppose everything we feel is wrong...

I still remember the first class of 11th Grade, When on the board all figures were displayed, I asked myself "Is that what I really liked?" That's the moment when that thought striked I always knew I had a way with numbers, This time around I had to deal with ledgers, We started off with the basic terms, And learnt a bit about Accounts & Firms It's not that confusing as people think, Certainly not that boring to make you sink, To the contrary, I loved the journal concept, My mind found it easy to recept, It's just an extension of being organised, With a financial twist, that's what I've realized From the Journal entry to the Ledger posting, It gets easy in a while, and I'm not boasting, Trial balance is where comes the harder part, As long as you've been correct, Nothing can keep you and your tallied balance apart We learnt about the fundamentals and partnerships, Admission & Retirement is where your mind would ...

(Yeah...Enough with the chase It's time to take my life back) Too late for the otherside Calling off the chase 'Cuz it's the end of our ride It's time to express my feelings, I'm gonna put together all my dealings, I don't think she understands how I've always felt, How she's always made my heart melt, Never acted well, all she did was make me pay, I'm down & out now, though I wanted to stay, Look at how I dress, Go to school a fucking mess, Always in a rush to get back to you, All I ever think about is you, Tried to give you nothing less than perfectness, But all I'm rewarded is with this, Ignorance, helplessness, Imma filled with such lifelessness, But no matter what you do, You'll never be off my list, There's a special place for you, In my heart I've kept...(but it's) Too late for the otherside Calling off the chase 'Cuz its the end of our ride Try to keep...

Staring at the night sky Talking to the lonely moon I can't help but notice the stars nearby Fading away in its twilight Yet it's the bright white mass, Telling me how each night is to pass, Reflecting to us the sun's setting glory, Isn't it like a leader's story? To have all those stars near you, Yet you have none to choose, Who can be just like you, All of them follow you through, Still none of this seems to be true. Quite contradicting, yes I understand, But then is where I'd always stand, In between the myths and truth, Forming my own thoughtful ruth, For the moon, for the sun And for anyone who made my mind spun To be alone up their all night, Something somewhere doesn't seem right, I guess I was all wrong throughout, It's the close knit group of stars I should have talked about, The ones together dim or bright, Helping the moon keeping the sky shine all night

The clock has already struck three, Yet my mind does not seem to be free, From the shackles of what the day offered, The moments of nostalgia which has me cornered Going through my previous works, The old memory in my mind lurks, Of the person who was once the closest, But now our hearts on someone else is focused We shared the moments of love & joy, I don't understand why we had to destroy, Those four lovely years of friendship, Those 'lil acts of fights and devilship Those moments of high melodrama, Our temper levels as high as Mt. Fujiyama, Those pecks on the cheek, Chances of it returning seems so bleak Never thought I'd be saying this, But your smile made my day bliss, It was the love that we both shared, We were best friends even if you never cared, So even though that friendship might never again exist, Those years spent together will always be missed, And so I end it with our goodbyes kissed!

As I sit down & analyze my day, I realise there's nothing left to say, Failing in our own expectations, It all leads to a future full of rejections If you want me to be more direct, Let me stop being poetically correct, And let you know what we went through the day, In the teachers' hands our result lay With the passing time our uncertainty grew, Those 6 hours of the day were the worst we went through, Worse than giving these exams, it is To realise how everytime marks give you the piss To fail to plan is planning to fail, But these thoughts are just there to sail, 'Cause whenever I plan, I don't implement, Even though that's not what I've meant As elders say, our lives are without focus, Ah! this is going the way of some circus hocus pocus, We live to enjoy, we enjoy to live, Well that's all my mind is ready to give, We'll go through the analysis some other day, Let me get back to going through t...